O n seek all the enlightenment! All the time! Awkward!
The first glimpses occurred while I was looking at "me." They were preceded by the feeling that I was unable to locate the meaning of existence is perhaps our first feature, I do not find it. These surveys have highlighted the fact of being, not to be something or someone, just be. Be, above all thought, upstream of the body. For several hours, he produces round-trips between being a body-mind and just be. I remember that my husband wanted me to accompany a store to buy more DVDs and there were many people, I sat on the floor in a corner and I let myself go back and live those. It was enough that I go back upstream, that is to say that I remember as I was, without references, even before that I remember Mrs. Doe, I was a woman before I know that a human being, so that there is a stall, an overview.
Thereafter, the previews have occurred in the heart of excitement. I better understand the Buddhist scriptures that say that emotions are like oil and that they are more stronger, the heat is intense (more letting go is striking, at least in my experience). The insights were related to emotions, the first time, seen and experienced: Being, beyond the mind.
previews have occurred once or twice a month so far, nothing regular, plannify nothing.
few months ago, I had a rather unusual experience that made me write about the ordinary madness. I saw clearly that the emotions aroused by these events were due to reactivation of memories similar but not least, I saw literally peel away the memories and the present situation, whereas before that, the two seemed closely intertwined. When I told to be realized that I followed to this point, he said that there had been a preview. At the time, I not understand what he was talking, I thought I had misspoken, that he had difficulty understanding. But he had to see my doubts because he insisted, had said repeatedly that there had been a preview. And then I started thinking that maybe it was me who had not seen anything. If there was insight, he had to be brief so I looked after the experience. And that's when I realized that the experience was similar to that which occurs after a long enough glimpse to be "seen".
Since then there have been other brief glimpses (not seen), still the heart of excitement.
What are the signs? Already, as they occur in the heart of an emotion, the most obvious sign is that at the time the fight is abandoned, hope to succeed in overcoming the difficulty goes, and there is a break clear in the experience. This is not something that I intellectually convincing, it is necessary. Suddenly, there's more emotion (when she was very strong) I feel good, calm, and very vibrant (the vibrating aspect is already there before the preview.) This experience will last about 2-3 weeks, during which, even if the sky falls on my head, I do not feel or little (very temporarily) affected. And the situation + reactivated the memories that had brought the emotion in which the preview was held have more impact and there by cons is sustainable as a node that has unraveled. Sometimes the preview is preceded by a feeling of retreat within or embrace the void.
What concerns me most is that even if the previews are short, there is a maturity that takes place, which grows and permeates more and more experienced. It's hard to describe because it is not a quantifiable know, I would say that I laugh more and more knowledge, but rather as an intuitive understanding that grows.
During the Christmas season, someone asked me if I was still practices. But practice what? is there all the time : an experienced background in which mentalization ceases or decreases, at least intermittently. Disinterest vis-à-vis the story is told that the mind, even if the emotional awakening of nodes remember how easily mentalization may again dominant at times :-)
"This site is a log of accomplishments taking place in my living since the first glimpse of awakening, the first unveiling of Pure Consciousness."
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Follow this also reflects the Evidence of Jacques Goorma, posted on the blog Jose Roy :
"The stay of enlightenment is in the clarity of mind, in this light radiating anything from his presence. Everything has its place in residence. Circulates everywhere energy, no thing is without her, but the stone, the flower, the earth does not take themselves to something other than a manifestation of this energy. Only man thinks someone is detached from its source until 'to forget. "
"The stay was that my place absence. Nobody is there to enjoy it. It is, however, that enjoyment. The stay does not occur in my absence and yet I am living this, not the character in costume holding room. The costume is useful to show, but it is unnecessary to limit its seams. Stay behind. The quiet light of consciousness. Our bodies are an expression of silence and have nowhere else rather than in its light. "
" We can not leave the stay, but you can forget it, ignore it, be in confusion. Nobody can get, because it is where there is none, but it may disappear and be born in its light. We can only stay. "
